Grumpz

I didn't do much in the last two days, expect getting angry and arguing over a triple charge for a service. The service doesn't respond at all and Paypal refused my claim - they have a more detailed version now, here is hope for a refund.

Today is the first Autumn-Day that feels like it, I'm glad summer is over. It feels like my brain doesn't understand it, last evening around 8pm it felt like 1am. Might be crossed with the change of my sleeping shedule as well, I'm still getting used to be awake for more than 12 hours.

I prepared my couch and made it ready for cold Autumn-Days, my heat blanket is ready! It is not yet cold enough in my apartement but that'll change fast, we are not supposed to get more than 18 degrees in the next couple of days.

My parents return from their holiday tomorrow. Even though they only travelled 300km away it feels like they are on the other half of the globe. I'm looking forward to visit them tomorrow even though it always stresses me out. I prepared a big bowl of noodle salad, we will have a BBQ!

Maybe, just maybe I snatched a small bowl of salad which I will eat in a second, haha.

One last word to the subscription company & Paypal:

In the past years I adapted a really strange sleeping shedule, which got worse and... worse. I woke up around 4 pm and no matter what I did, I couldn't hear any alarm which made it even worse as I had to stay up for 24hr+ everytime I had an appointment before 4 pm. In case I didn't do that I overslept it, no matter how many alarms went off.

Since last week I managed to get up at 9 am which is good. It is surprisingly exhausting, as I am not used to be awake for more than 12-14 hours and at around 9pm, I feel like it is early morning already.

I've been afraid of the weekend because, let's face it, this is the time where nothing stands between getting up or stay in bed but here I am, awake since 9:30. Quite proud, ha!